Thursday, March 29, 2012

SBS

SBS..
Jadi ceritanya, hampir seluruh masa SMP-SMA gue diisi sama SBS ini.. apasih SBS? SBS itu singkatan dari senam bibir semalam. jadi ceritanya gue lupa kenapa namanya jadi sbs, yang gue tau, gue bersama 6 wanita cihuy lainnya mendeklarasikan nama sbs sebagai nama geng kita.. muahahahhahaa, geng apaaaaa coba, pret banget.. =.= 
jadi, tersebutlah 7 wanita labil yang terperangkap bersamasama dalam sebuah pergaulan remaja selama 4 tahun bersekolah di sekolah katolik Santa Enjela, bukan Angela, Enjela.. 
Emily, Martha, Maria, Kuncen, Onyeng, Sinsin, dan Lisa. Kami semua ga jelas, kalo ngumpul bareng gapernah jelas apa yang dilakuin, tapi hobi kami semua sama, yaitu saling bikin ketawa dan saling ngetawain. dari kelas 2 SMP kami saling mencorat coret hari-hari kami sendiri, serasa anak autis, kadang-kadang kalo udah bareng kayak punya dunia sendiri.. Sama mereka gue bisa terbuka seterbukabukanya, bisa ketawa seketawaketawanya, bisa gila segilagilanya, tapi bisa juga nangissenangisnangisnya.. 
Kita juga pernah berantem, tapi kita gapernah ga baikan, pasti abis berantem teriak-teriak langsung maaf-maafan terus udahan deh marahnyaaaaa.. 

jadi ceritanya, kemaren gue abis ngoprek-ngoprek FB, liat video2 cacat yg dibikin bareng-bareng, ngoprek-ngoprek album foto, terus gue kangen banget sama merekaaaaaa.. hiks, gue keinget lagi  kemarin, sebelum gue berangkat ke jerman, kita sempet ngumpul, tapi sayangnya ga lengkap, ketemu sih semuanya, tapi ga diwaktu bersamaan.. gatau lagideh mau cerita apa, pada intinya gue kangen bangetbangetbanget sama merekaaaaaaaaaa :''(




ich hab euch schon vermisst :")



ceritanya ni postingan mau gue panjangin.. ahahahaa..

ada yang pernah bilang ke gue "kalo berteman yang penting saling percaya" dan itu kalimat gapernah ilang dari kepala gue. Kita bertujuh udah ngga ada yang jalanin hari-hari bareng-bareng lagi.. semua kepisah pisah, gue yang paling jauh. mental ke eropa, maria juga jauh, mental ke singapur.. sisanya semua di bandung. Walaupun satu universitas, pasti ada aja kok sehari ga ketemu, semua beda jurusan. yang satu gedung universitas aja ga ketemu, gimana yang beda tempat? tapi kenapa gue gapernah ngerasa kehilangan mereka walaupun gapernah ketemu? soalnya gue percaya sama mereka, i've put my trust in them for years :) walaupun kita ga saling ketemu lagi tiap harinya, tp gue yakin kita masih saling mikirin satu sama lain, masih saling peduli. Karena gabisa dipungkiri, tiap memori yang kita punya, mau seneng ato sedih pasti masih kegambar jelas di ingatan masing-masing walaupun mungkin udah agak blur.. ahahahhaa.. Semua ketawa ketawanya, semua galau-galauannya, kadang-kadang pasti masih sering ke flash back.. ahahaaa.. yang namanya sahabat, kalo udah saling percaya satu sama lain, walaupun ga ketemu, mau sejauh apapun jarak misahin, pasti bakal tetep ngerasa deket. mungkin sekarang kita gabisa ketemu tiap hari kayak dulu lagi, gabisa ejek-ejekan kayak dulu lagi, gabisa ngeceng satu cowo ramean kayak dulu lagi.. (emang pernah? =.=) tapi gue udah percaya banget sama mereka, gue yakin mau gue ga pulang bertahun-tahun mereka ga bakal lupa kok sama gue.. hiahahahahaa.. pede banget.. ahaha, 

mereka ikut tumbuh sama gue, dari kita yang masih labil selabillabilnya, masih geje banget kelakuannya, masih kayak anak kebelet gaul, sampe sekarang gue disini, udah bisa nentuin jalan gue sendiri, udah bisa bedain mana yg bener mana yang salah, mana yang alay.. =.= sekarang udah bisa ngetawain sendiri kalo inget kelakuan-kelakuan cacat kita waktu itu.. yang ceritanya sempet sekali waktu mau ganti nama geng soalnya katanya nama SBS kesannya tidak layak pakai..  apa banget kan ituu astagaaa =.=  ahahahhaa, emang semua serba ga kerasa.. Kita sekarang udah punya jalan masing-masing, punya mimpi masing-masing, tapi tugas kita masing-masing tetep sama ya kawan, saling dukung saling dorong tarik jambak satu sama lain, saling ada disaat yang lain membutuhkan, walaupun mungkin udah gabisa tampak wujudnya didepan mata tapi biarlah kita saling menghantui pikiran dan hati satu sama lain.. 

jadi gue mau mengutip sebuah kalimat yang terlintas terus di kepala gue selama beberapa hari terakhir, kalimat ini gue temukan di video lama bikinan kita buat ulang tahun maria.. dan sampe sekarang gue gatau ini kalimat siapa

"friendship is like peeing you pants, everyone can see it, but only you can feel the warmth" 

jangan diterjemahin ke bahasa ibu ya kawan-kawan.. ahahahahahaseum..

semoga kita menjadi teman selamanya kayak geng sailor moon, dan satu topeng tuxedo, ya si SBS itu *winkwink* :D 
love you, best :)





Friday, March 23, 2012

apa aja deh

ahahahhaaaa, ga kerasa utah weekend lagi.. cepet banget yak? perasaan kemaren baru hari senin =.=
jadiii, weekend ini gue diem-diem aja nih di wohnheim hahaha, ya masih pagi lah mau ngapain juga =.= itu judul postingan kek gitu soalnya sebenernya gatau mau kasih judul apa, cuma lagi pengen nulis aja.. mau cerita-cerita ajaaa..
padahal tadi malem tuh tidurnya udah maleeemmm, tadinya gue pikir bisa bangun diatas jam 9.. eh ujung-ujungnya bangunnya jam segini juga.. towew banget dah.. =.= mana tidur kebangun-kebangun terus lagi, terus bangun-bangun juga matanya bengkak.. hahahahaha, ini bodoh.. =.=

kemarin pukul setengah sembilan kurang dikit, gue nelfon temen gue yg di beyin namanya nofal, jadi pertamanya itu cuma mau ngobrol doang, mau cerita-cerita aja.. pas diangkat, eh ternyata dia abis jemput temen gue yang satu lagi namanya citera, terus gue lupa gue ngomong apa, terus tiba-tiba di telfon terdengar suara orang teriak-teriak.. itu temen-temen gue yang lain, pokonya teriak-teriak ga jelas ngomong sama gue pake bahasa jerman, terus kedengeran juga yang lain ketawa-ketawa, pokonya suasananya hectic banget dah tuh kayaknya di wohnung itu.. ahahhaaa, eh terus tiba-tiba gue nangis... (ini ngaku dah ngakuuuuuuuuuuu) hape gue taro di meja, terus gue loudspeaker, wohnheim gue tiba-tibe jadi rame gara-gara suara merekaa.. aaaa gue jadi sedih, ga sedih sih, seneng malah, hahhaa, tapi jadi sedih aja kenapa disini sepi banget.. hahahhaa, apaan sih cengeng banget yak.. kesepian aja sih, kangen aja sih sama yang bawel-bawel di berlin :P

jadi kalo diitung ini udah 3 kali gue nangis gara-gara nelfon orang, yang pertama waktu dulu banget ditelfon mama pas homestay, ini lebih bodoh lagi ceritanya.. =.= yang kedua ditelfon mama juga pas hari pertama pindah ke Halle, yang ketiga ya ini pas nelfon segerombolan manusia-manusia rusuh.. hahahhahaa, ya yaaa, emang gue disini kadang-kadang suka ngerasa sendiri aja, yang tadinya bareng-bareng sama yang lain, tiba-tiba gue ngacleng sendiri disini, temen banyak kok, ngga, gue ga kekurangan temen, cuma kadang-kadang, kalo lagi sendiri di dalem wohnung, jadi kepikir macem-macem aja, jadi bawaannya melow.. huahahahhaa apa banget =.= hihihiiii,

jadii ceritanya hari senin itu ga ada pelajaran biologi.. (ini ga nyambung banget ceritanya.. :P) terus guru biologi gue yang mirip sama Barney di How I Met Your Mother, dengan sangat gantengnya ngasih PR seabrek abrek bagaikan hari selasa itu kiamat dan dia takut gabisa ngasih PR lagi ke murid-muridnya yang tersayang.. jadi PRnya disuruh baca buku cetak halaman 1-20 terus kerjain semua latihan soal yang ada dari halaman 1-20.. huahaaaaa, terus kata dia nanti di cek di beberapa anak aja ngerjain apa ngga.. mana kayaknya itu soalnya essay semua lagi.. lemes banget dah kalo soal udah ditulis "jelaskan" ato "definisikan" rasanya pengen terjun =.=

terus kemaren dong hari kamis, gue baru dari 3 perpustakaan berbedaaa, jadi kan baru dikasih kartu student gitu, jadi baru bisa minjem buku, yasudah gue pergi deh ke perpustakaan..
jadi perpustakaan di kota ini tuh aneh, banyak banget lagi.. jadi buku biologi di perpustakaan A, buku fisika di perpustakaan B, buku kimia sama jerman di perpustakaan C, jadi mau sampe tua nyari buku biologi di perpustakaan selain A ga bakal ketemu.. alhasil gue lompat-lompat naik trem pindah2 perpustakaan.. terus sekarang buku gue banyak dooonnngg disini.. ahahha, tapi bingung mau baca yang mana dulu.. pertama sih seneng udah banyak buku, sedetik kemudian gue sadar kalo itu buku pelajaran, kesenengan gue terkikis sedikit demi sedikit..

aaaaa ini sebenernya masih ngantuukk, mau tidur lagi tapi udah terang banget.. yaudah deh liat nanti ajaaaa, hahaaa, ngapain ya asiknya hari ini? asiknya sih pergi ke bahnhof terus ngelayap2 sendiri gitu jadi anak sok gaul.. =.= hahhaaa, yasudahlaahh..

schönes Wochenende semuanya :)

Monday, March 19, 2012

Lirik-Lirik saja..

just some lyrics that make me think a lil bit, some sentences make me smile and some also drop me into tears.. some are dedicated to someone, but some just explains and related to some life scene :P

The Man Who Can't be Moved - The Script

Going back to the corner where i first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag. I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying if you see this girl can you tell her where i am

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a brokenhearted man
I know it makes no sense, but what else i can do
How can i move on when i've been in love with you

Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth i could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place where we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

so i'm not moving
i'm not moving

Policeman says son you can't stay here
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day a month a year
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth i could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place where we'd meet
and you see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

so i'm not moving
i'm not moving

People talk about the guy 
Who's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world

Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
and maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner 
Cause you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved

lagu keduaaaaa

The One That Got Away - Katy Perry

Summer after high school when we first met
We made out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th Birthday
We got matching tattoos

Used to steal your parents' liquor
And climb to the roof
Talk about our future
Like we had a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you
I put those records on

Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the Blues
It's time to face the music
I'm no longer your muse

But in another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The one that got away


All this money can't buy me a time machine
Can't replace you with a million rings
I should've told you what you meant to me
'Cause now I pay the price

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

Lagu ketigaaaaaaa

She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times
But somehow I want more

I don't mind spendin' everyday
Out on your corner in the pourin' rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
She will be loved

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full, and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

And she will be loved

I know where you hide alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and makes me catch her every time she falls
Yeah

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

lagu keempaaatttt

Nothing Last Forever - Maroon 5

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
But misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
Strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Though we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

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that's all, those are not new released songs, but some sentences kinda made some impact for me, oh well, getting through some rough weeks can turn someone into a melancholic.. duh =.= 
actually there are still some songs keep playing in my head, but these 4 just seems to be outstanding than the others.. what can i say? :P